you would not want this life of yours..
You would yearn for the exciting and busy lives of others whom you've read about..
and felt that you are very much a loser..
But ask yourself,
what is the happy life for you?
Having an hectic lifestyle doesn't necessary mean joy..
And when you appear to be happy on your blog when you're actually not, it's worse than the opposite situation because nobody will understand or know about your troubles...
;;7:18 pm
Just trying to save electricity~
A few days ago, I dreamt that there were natural disasters taking place around us...
Typhoons,floods and all the destruction...
I still remembered that I told everyone in my dream that we realise the need/importance to minimise global warming only when all these natural disasters have arrived at our doorstep...
Perhaps we really need to take the actions now,even through the smallest ways before it's too late...
I've been dreaming about the end of the world always because I think that's a fear of mine:]
Tomorrow is the start of my two-week attachment for Project bridging with 6-year-olds...
I went on one day before, which was good enough for me to expect what's going on:)
My holidays are filled with community work from Interact Club and CIP!:[
No time to enjoy myself:(
Please remember to do holiday assignments and revision!
(Although I'm not doing it well=.=)
There's still a long way to go..
Watching re-runs of 'Stairway to Heaven'...
I initially watched it for the song 'Missing You aka Bogoshipda'~
An rather old song I heard from'Ouedan aka Elite Beat Agents Japanese version':
Kibun Jojou - mihimaru GT
You should hear Miyake, the female vocalist in the song...
She's got a specially sweet voice for a Japanese singer~
AAA's 'She no Jijitsu' sounds surprisingly nice because I neglected it for 'Get Chu!' at first..
The MV is cool too with the jungle theme...
;;8:52 pm
Dear friend,
I hope I can see you again,
No matter how bad or good you have been..
I just wanna take a look at you again...
So that I can give my wishes to you and
show how much I've missed you...
I'll be there to greet you with a smile when I see you standing in front of me..
We're meeting each together...
Sugar or Spice?Which would you prefer?
Most guys like their girls to be spicy over sweety...
But I feel why not be sugar,spice and everything nice?
*starts singing 'Powerpuff Girls' song*
I've been going out the past few days especially last Saturday where I had a Journey to the West!
I went to the Birdpark with Eve and Fanny and we continued to head for Jurong Point and Lot 1 Shopping Mall...
I saw lots of cool stuff there but too bad it wasn't the right time to buy them:'(
There was the Rolling Stones shirt and nice bags for school and leisure that I could buy!=.=
Really enjoyed that trip anyway!
Tomorrow's Project bridging where we are assistants to the teachers in the pre-primary education that is provided for the disadvantaged kids..
I've got lots of activities for my CCA these holidays~:[
Gonna be busy!No time for homework and revision...
;;8:27 pm
For the 1st day, it was an outing with my sisters....
We went to KBOX and sang two hours and more worth of songs...
We(actually it's me) kept flooding the song list several times(the maximum was 30)..
And eventually we didn't sing all of our(again,it should me me) songs-_-
We headed for the movie 'Game Plan' at some new Cathay place next:)
Nice show and we went to a place called 'Waffletown' for waffles(of course=.=) and dinner...
The waffles with ice-cream was really fantastic!:P
But the burger I had there was a rip-off at $3+ which I could have bought at $2 at the Western food stall near my house=o_O=
There was class outing that day but I saw the message only when we were about to leave our house for karaoke:(
So, it was quite late to change my mind...
I've been missing the past few class outings:'(
Hopefully I can make it for the next time!~
I wasted the rest of the days at home by not doing much because I wanted to try save electricity\^_^/
Yesterday was better:
I went shopping to Woodlands and Yishun...
AND I saw REEBOK PRIME MOTION at Northpoint!
They were having a sale and it was at $59.90!
But it didn't turn out as nice as the pictures..
I practically went to 5 sport stores to look for it!
Disappointed and so,Adidas ZX600 and Nike World Love Series here I come!:)
Guess what is this:
It's the the birds at my flat's void deck area...
Terrible because someone fed them and so they come here every morning...
One black spot you see on the picture represents one bird=o_O=
I spotted a rainbow from my house a few days earlier...
Living on the high storeys rocks~
;;11:46 am
Just can't resist showing off!:D
Perhaps I design my hairband like that since I don't have headphones~
I was still thinking of decorating ear muffles which was closest to headphones=.=
But the idea of using that was put off because the pair I own is in shocking/hot pink=0_O=
So the accessories + hotpink colour = DISASTER.
Plus, I have been using hairbands these days..
Probably will get a haircut in mid-December...
I've been going for haircuts so much (as frequent as once a month) that my friends think I'm crazy..
I have the 'bulimia' symptoms applying to my obesession on my hair:
When my hair is actually short(like it hasn't touch the collar yet), I will think otherwise and will be eager to go for haircuts again^.^V
Retarded smile.
Searching for craft these days for the handicraft session that my CCA Interact Club is planning for the elderly...
Another obsession: Telling people all kinds of crafts!:D
Eventually, my friend labelled me as 'Art Director'=.=
I thought there was no such title in reality but I watched the current Channel 8 show at 9am where the main lead had the position of an 'Art Director'0_O
LOL.I'm not so good and don't deserve that title:)
Done by ME:)
Going KBOX aka Karaoke Session and watching movie tomorrow!!!!
I've waited long for this day!
^_^Japanese,Korean,Chinese and English songs here I come!
Got to write a list of the songs that I want to sing in case I miss out on any~
I must have my Exercise Routine (Music Video dancing esp. by AAA) by next Monday;)
;;2:19 pm
The different styles: Rock&Punk,Sports,Gothic,Posh Royalty,Bubblegum Pop,Retro,Bohemian Indie,Summer Beach,Winter Love,Fighter Gear,Modified Traditional,Uniform and many many more....
Yeah, my fashion label would play with these and I would name it 'StereoTYPE'!:)
I have many ideas exploding out of my head but nowhere to express them:'(
SHOES MANIA!!:
Adidas zx600 - A really colourful pair of shoes especially the edition in white with yellow,blue and pink which is one of my favourite colour combinations!
Here's how it looks like:
Nike World Love AF1 Series - Each(or more) edition(s) devoted to one country/capital" Berlin,Tokyo,New York,Beijing/China....
I think it's cool because it plays with the 'International' theme but I feel that it would be better if they use the designs to bring out the culture of each country instead..
AAA showed off this series in a magazine which caught my eye;)
Stella McCartney - Her designs are sporty and fashionable at the same time!
The bright colours she use blends in with and enriches the overall look amazingly~
Here's a picture:
Reebok Prime Motion - In white and light blue and apparently what AAA wore=.=
(see picture)
A-nationXmizuno - In white and blue too!
These two shoes have almost the same and one of my other favourite colour combination:D
We shouldn't deprive ourselves of sleep...
And all the more we shouldn't make others suffer along with our lack of or excessive sleep when the insufficient rest is because of self-induced reasons such as going online=.=
So sleep appropriately!>:(
When I don't complain,say anything and remain silent to whatever is happening around me, it means that things have come to a stage that I have given up on the current situation.
In other words, I don't care anymore about that matter.
It's not that I'm uncaring,selfish or whatever=0_O=
I've tried my best to do whatever it takes to be a good friend but if that party involved doesn't give a damn or consider changing, I will simply STOP and give up.
Because I don't want to nag and let it be an excuse for hating/disliking me.
;;3:18 pm
Until I looked carefully at the timetable and saw that I was wrong=.=
Here's a collbration between Koda Kumi and Tohoshinki/TVXQ/DBSK/东方神起:
LAST ANGEL PV -Koda Kumi feat. Tohoshinki
It's the song for The Japanese release of resident Evil-Extinction..
Nice dance moves by both parties!
But Koda Kumi seems to be in the spotlight over Tohoshinki..
And this boyband has many versions of their band name=.=
Koda Kumi's website:
http://rhythmzone.net/koda/index2.html
I love Koda Kumi's fan merchandise and goods!
They are so pretty and fashionable!~
I like her graphic print T-shirt and her other stuff which have quirky designs!
They are more user-friendly to everyone regardless of whether they are her fans or not..
I love her 'FREAKY' cover!
Her clothes and accessories are really nice when put together!
AND she actually has earphones with elaborate decoration!
Just look at her 'LAST ANGEL' CD cover and you can see that!
The random decoration on the earphones are really cool:D
Maybe this will be the new trend~
;;1:09 pm
Deleted the section for AAA MVs,Fanlisting and combined the links to other people's blogs...
Brought back my tagboard and I will delete it again if there's spammers posting:[
Really need to change and give my blog a complete layout because everything is messy!~
;;10:29 am
Here are two that I thought of that don't rhyme or flow=.=
'Poem' 1
There was a girl named 'dork', who has been in existence for the past 17 years but has the mind of a 7 year old.
She can tell you everything about everyone but nothing about herself.
She can take good care and show concern about everyone but nobody gives a damn about her.
She tries her best at giving the best to others, often leaving the worse for herself.
Yet nobody bothers returning her any favour.
She can give warmth to the hearts of the loneliest souls, but fails to receive any of that.
She views the world in a postive light but others think that she is the source of darkness.
'Poem 2'
I feel like I'm a robot because people treat me so.
My hair may feel plastic like a Barbie doll and they often let me leave alone out of the door.
I may be rigid and slow in moves and grooves and they neglect my feelings too.
I stand in the spotlight and become the odd one out when nobody wants to pair me up.
I try to make everyone happy by granting their wishes like I've been programmed, hoping that I can cost more than just a cent.
I thought it's true to treat people the way I want them to treat me, but they just ignore and let me be.
So it seems that my duty is to serve,not be served until the day I break down beyond repair.
These long and boring poems are half-fiction but the inspirations came from real experiences.
3 is a significant number to me because I'm always stuck in a group of 3 where I will soon find myself to be the odd one out among the three, the individual without a partner and outside of a pair among the group of 3...
I've already forgotten the feeling of being a pair because I've gone through countless times of being alone...
P.S: This is an 'emo' post-.-But I've always been like that.
;;8:01 pm
Oral presentation was a success too!
Macadamia Loves[my group name=.=] has come a long way~
So, like any average teen[so I'm actually normal?], I went with my friends to eat at Seoul Garden at Orchard..
It cost me $14 and apparently I had around that amount in my wallet..
I felt so broke..
But the ice-cream and chinese dessert made me happy:D
Should have ate more ice-cream:(
Then, we went to the library and I borrowed Volume 2 of NANA manga!
Now, I regret not grabbing the volume 4 because the comic is really nice:)
My friends wanted to head for Kinokuniya and I was afraid that my temptation of spending would come...
In the end, we didn't go there but headed for my second temptation HMV.
But apparently, not having enough money with me helped...
Anyway, I saw 'LOVE PiECE' by Ai Otsuka on sale!
There's only 10 tracks so it's not worth buying...
I saw BoA's complete clips 2004-2006 which is quite worth though:)
Most importantly, I searched the section on AAA and found only 'Kuchibiru no Romanchika/That's Right' as the only newest AAA CD~
Disappointed that there was no AROUND or other CDs that I would want to buy-.-
I managed to beat 3 of the Elite Four in Pokemon Pearl today..
But I didn't save the game because I was in the battle with the last of the Elite Four...
Now, I've forgotten the strategies of battling each member of the Elitle Four:'(
;;10:04 am